Searching for the State of Grace

Well, what the heck, I am looking for meaning in my life. Good a place to start as any. I am tired of the despair and emptiness of the past year and have decided to move on. Not quite sure how but hoping it will come to me. Still somewhat paralyzed by recent events globally, locally, and personally. This is a thawing out stage of sorts. Maybe I can learn how to have fun again and feel some joy in my life for a change. It could happen. I could be visited by grace.